Godspeed.


DAMNIT. I LOST MY FUCKING PHONE. Haven't been losing my valuables for years until last week when I lost my specs, then this week I lost my phone. GREAT. Then I wonder what I'll lose next, my wallet? After which I WILL LOSE MYSELF.

But then again I don't feel too upset about it, though I really love my phone. Like I don't have the urge to buy a better phone everytime a new model comes out, it was like already part of me. I really felt empty without it but not long after I had a spare. And though I had many things in my phone, messages, pictures, videos... I guess I really can't do anything about it. I can always accumulate them again, a fresh start with different memories :>

No school this week cos of elearning. But I didnt do any elearning work too hahaha. Actually without elearning or not I still don't do my work so there's no point. Tsk. I need to start catching up on my work badly. Attempted to study last Saturday at Starbucks but like... It wasn't very productive haha.

Club training yesterday for the first time in many weeks. Jasmin joined us the first new member haha. But she sweat so much so ewwww. Hahaha but the exercise was good havent trained like that for quite a while then we went to Adam road for supper :)

Okays its 6:21pm I need to go bathe now and head out soon if not I'll be lateeeee.

Love The Presets :)

Don't understand why I always choose to fall hard and scrape my knees till it bleeds and even till then, no one knows about it.

Maybe my life is supposed to be this tragic.

EFF MAN. I need to seriously start saving up OR at least not spend so much!!! My bank account is depleting like nobody's business and not like I have a part time job to sustain this lifestyle of mine............. And I just lost my Specs DAMNIT. Have to go and make a new one using my own money.................. Then there's this other thing that I wanted to buy for DAMN LONG ALR and its like 100 bucks.................... And if we decide to go on a short trip I also need to pay for myself....................

ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ I need a Sugar Daddy. Sugar Mummy ALSO CAN.

I keep watching Lady Gaga's videos online. Haha though now she appears a little eccentric in my opinion but I still think she's awesome nontheless :)

Damn I shld be researching for my work but here I am doing nonsensical stuff like fbing, blogging, watching videos..............

Stayover at Joanne's on Tuesday was rather fun hehehe :> Just that we slept so late and reached school late the next day, totally spoiled the whole objective of I-can-get-more-sleep-and wont-be-late-for-school-cos-her-hse-is-nearer. Hahaha joke.

& I still can't believe Kris won. I really thought Adam shld have won looking at the finale performances. Haha but I guess winning the title doesn't mean much. All the Ami will like disappear halfway.. Just look at where Fantasia and Reuben went to. Hahaha only Kelly Clarkson is like the best.

I sound like a big fanatic of Ami huh. Sadly I'm not. Haha.

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I IS NOT VERY HAPPY NOWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW

When there are two of a kind, they can either clique very well or they behave like magnets, both repelling from one another. It is indeed a Happy sight if they manage to forge close bonds, but a Sad sight to see the latter happen. Because they can't forgive their own flaws. Because they can't pull their strengths together. And after the massacre there will be more Blood, Tears and Lies.

I've been through that before. Have you?

AC NETBALL '09 CHAMPS ♥

I am so proud of our juniors seriously :) Before the match we were all so anxious and nervous for them, even after the 2nd quarter when they were only up by a few. But they managed to do us proud this year :D Yayers finally like we all predicted, 3rd last last year, 2nd last year and 1st this year! Hahaha AC NETBALL YEAH!



So now I have a very bad sorethroat.. I can hardly hear myself. It's like the thoughts in my head are clearer and much more vocal then when I actually speak out loud. The extent of the severity of my damaged voice. Haha even Woods or Traditional Chinese Medication (TCM) isn't helping me. Great with a capital G.

We all went to Rebel last night and er.. Zirca. Haha cos they had free entries with one stamp. Rebel played rnb and Zirca played house. Both was okay but the crowd made a lot of difference. Haha after I went down with Jod to Maxwell in the hope of eating Prawn mee but it closed on us so I didnt get to eat it in the end. Basket. I am still craving for it now.

Oh yes, we went to Play last Saturday too. Gay night and I thought it was damn fun and amusing. Hahaha.

ZZZ school again DAMN. Can the weekend pass any faster omg. Just when I'm about to live the life once again Mr Monday is here to steal it all away. BOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

It's 3:37am in the morning and I feel like eating Tiramisu cake OMG...............

Seems somebody put out the moon
Now the road is a minefield
I can't follow the way she moves
I can't see past the shadows

You make the darkness disappear
I feel found when you stay near
I know where I am when you are here
My way becomes so clear

When you're gone will I lose control
You're the only road I know
You show me where to go
Who will drive my soul

Seems somebody burned out the signs
I can't expect the hard curves
There's no borders
There are no lines

How can I know where to turn
You make the street lights reappear
I feel bright when you stand near
I know what I am when you are here

My place becomes so clear
When you're gone will I lose control
You're the only road I know
You show me where to go
Who will drive my soul

Will I lose control
You're the only road I know
You show me where to go
Who will drive my soul

Drive my soul
When you're gone will I lose control
You're the only road I know
You show me where to go (Drive my soul)

(L)


I am too lazy to type out my daily happenings nowadays so till then. Haha a brief mention wld be yet another day in school tmr and finals on Friday! Hehe the rest, go figure.

Misses.


I realised my blog has been so wordy and hardly any photos nowadays.. The last photo post has been eaten up by all the wordy posts I've typed out so far.. Need to take some pictures soon to update on my happening life. Haha I'm sure my life is very happening now.



I need to go and do my tutorial soon after this.. ZZZZZ after 3 weeks of school I have never taken out anything from my bag to read or even look through before except during school time. I am going to have a very difficult time doing the tutorial without any Bio background. And this gives me no motivation to open my bag to take out my books and start on it. I think in the end I'll end up sleeping instead of doing the tutorial. HAHA WHY AM I SO LOUSY.



Went to play Lan with Joan, Sherm and Fara after school today and I really think I suck. Now I know why my friends used to scream at me, because I really suck. Hahahahaha tmr I'm going to gym and run with Xian ^^ It's time to work out since my appetite's back and there's no other way I can lose weight now. Haha gona go support the juniors on Friday so gotta pon later half of school. I don't even know why I'm narrating all these out haha I'm really zoning out.

Okay off to do tutorial and after or in between take my beauty sleep :)

You lose.


Zomggggggg. I was starving just now cos my dinner was taking eons to come to me but now I feel so full and satisfied ^^ Actually, I'm too full. I'm glad my appetite's slowly coming back, must be the wings I ate ytd with Jasmin yay ^^ ^^

& the blood test ytd almost killed me wtf. F I was like some idiot tearing while clenching my fists so tightly and using the other hand to cover my face. Like, that so helped to ease the pain?!?! Wtf wtf it was really bad I was shaking like jelly after the whole process and my elbow still has the mark. UGH Physio I made this sacrifice for you you better make me successful in future!!!!!

It was quite funny also when the doctor asked me to write down the last time I had my period. I cldnt think on the spot cos my period's how irregular. Can don't come for many months kinda thing. So I wrote like 30th March and I thought it was okay (cos I forgot that the date was 2nd May ytd) then he looked at me and said 'You sure you not pregnant' HAHA damn funny then he kept staring at me then before I did the Xray he asked me again 'You sure you not pregnant ah' HAHAHAH. Like DUH NO right.

Then my height's 167 :) Hehehehehe and I lost weight! Hohohoho 3kg more to reach my ideal weight. Yayers.

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Recently so much has been going on, its like I can't catch my breath. Everything's moving too fast, too fast for me to follow. I can't bring myself into the picture. I can only stand outside and watch like a third person's point of view. Cannot analyse the situation because everything feels so surreal. Like my imagination gone wild.


K there's school tmr, then out with Bestie :)

Let's see, school has been pretty fine so far :) The company's more enjoyable as time goes by but I still don't understand the majority of the lecture notes. ZZZ and we just bought our first textbook how mother thick and expensive -_-


ZZZZZZZZZ I'm damn lazy to blog already HAHAHA tmr I'm going for my medical check up AGAIN for the third time. Then maybe class gathering or meeting Kim at night :) Can't wait to meet Bestie on Monday too :)

Yay I'm glad for the long weekend ahead :)